Mandarmani is on My Mind



Rabindranath Tagore standing in front of one of his houses in Santiniketan.
This photograph was taken in 1935. Photographer: Hiran Kumar Sanyal.

"Gurudeb's songs are wrapped around my life so densely that it is not possible
to express it in a few words. When I came to Santiniketan with my parents
for the first time, I was only six months old. My childhood and youth were
spent in the environment of Gurudeb's and Dinendranath's songs, dances, and acting.
Starting from my childhood until the end of Gurudeb's life for an uninterrupted
interval of three decades there was no end to listening to and receiving his songs.
In my heart I am still listening to his songs - inspired by him I am still singing -
and this is how I brought my boat to land near the end of my life. It is a blessing
to be able to live my life in such a liberal musical environment. In my life,
in happiness and in sorrow, in joy and in pain, at all times, Gurudeb's songs
are dependable. Just like during his life I received his affectionate companionship
and inspiration, after his death I have gathered from his songs support for living,
inspiration for mind. Otherwise, how did I get the strength to deal with
suffering and hardship?
I am an artist, not a creator. I present Gurudeb's creations. He wrote to me:
'I would like to advise only the following. You grew up in this aashram.
If under the influence of cinema etc due to some temptation you descend from your
moral high ground then it will disgrace me and this aashram.
Second, my songs are in your collection. It is your responsibility to propagate
my songs in the correct form.'"

Santideb Ghosh. The third day of April, 1986.
Translated from Bengali.

    "Da(n)ri-a aachho tumi aamar
                              Ganer o-pa-re.
Aamar    sur guli pai charan, aami
                              pa-e ne toma-re.
     Batas ba-hey mo-ri mo-ri
     Aar be(n)-dhe re-kho na tori,
     a-so a-so paar ho-a mor
                              hri-doy ma-jha-re."

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